Ok my my soul just sunk down through the floor, i think its going to stay there for a long time now. An important part of my happiness just grew wings :(

She hasn't flown away yet, but the possibility is my undoing.

I hope this doesn't last for long.

Good times :D

I had an awesome weekend with some amazing friends :) every time i see them we get closer and closer and it makes me happy to know that this is going to continue.
I don't think any of them will know how happy it makes me to find such a close group of friends like this, and be apart of it.

I got to bond with certain people even more. I got to spend more time with barry which was one of my main goals of the weekend.

I wish a few certain people were there.

And although it kills me to think about the distance between us, it makes me the happiest person alive to know that everyday that passes bring me closer to the next time we meet :D

If any of you read this i love you xXx ^__^ xXx

I need to stop doing this, it is currently 7.37 and i am still awake, i am moving home on Saturday so all of tomorrow i will be moving stuff which isn't going to be fun :( dammit.

I am tooo poor to write anything else x

I am currently playing hide the spoons for annies birthday :D its fun. x

My car had its M.O.T today i hope i didn't fail, i don't have enough money to pay for another one :(
Just about to put some stuff on ebay to get some money soo i can go to 8/8/8.

It such a nice day outside.

This makes me happy :D x

Somebody asked me how i was earlier and i replied "splendid"

I really like the word splendid, i shall use it more from now on.

Today i am tired due to no sleep last night.

I ended up playing rock band till 4 am and then i found a hidden skate park in winchester and skated it till the sun was fully up this morning and played in the play park for a bit, i sat on the swing staring into the sky for about 10 minutes.

Then i made visit to the local services and sat in the massage chair for 5 minutes and left.

On the way home i came across a car boot sale this was at about 7.30. I stopped to look around, ended up buying The Beatles "golden years" LP vinyl for £1 how awesome is that ^__^ it made me happy.

Tried to sleep, didn't get very far and then ate some pasta.

Who needs sleep anyway. x

Soo hey, im completely dead i stayed up till 6 am this morning trying to edit my new video, i dunno why it took soo long, and i just woke up, its 11 am and im going for a skate today in milton quays with tosh, little tosh, matt, and dan.
Should be awesome.

He is still a legend even when he is dying.

I went round to my nans house again yesterday to have dinner, and to say hello to grandad he was just laying there in the same spot staring out the window. I tried talking to him but there was no reply and suddenly out of nowhere he says in his mumbly voice:

"Ohh look there's somebody out side"

I turned round and looked out the window there was nobody there turned to face granddad and said
"There is nobody there grandad"

He said "Noo look up there on top of that roof ( he was referring to the shed)"

I looked and again there was nothing there so i asked him what this guys looked like and he replied

"I dont know"

We both stooped talking the room was filled with silence as he was staring out the window.
Then out of nowhere he softly said.

"ohh look he's floating around now"

I looked again and yet again there was nothing, I asked him

"where abouts is this guys floating"

and he said,

" hes just floating, floating, floating. He's gone now."

One of the best conversations in my life.